Hello world, you thought you'd never hear from me again and unfortunately you were wrong. I'm back to blog and this time it's personal. I'm now 29, as of last week. I don't really care about this much but apparently it is quite conventional and normal and in fact, highly recommended by society, the media and like, history that you should get married, get a mortgage, earn a salary in double figures and produce some babies around this time before your eggs shrivel up and die of loneliness and malfunction. In the year since I last blogged I have been concentrating hard on not doing any of these things and I think my hard work has paid off. Here's a small run down of last years events..........I watched some films, developed arthritis of the brain, joined a band, left a band, wrote some poems, did some singing in the kitchen, wrote a verse of a song, walked in the countryside, watched people cry, listened to people talk, got a certificate or two to say I could do this some more if I wanted to, wrote a journal about this, read a some books, got a different job - I am trapped, joined an online dating site by mistake, left an online dating site because it is hell on earth, I went to a castle, I went to the sea, picked up a heart shaped pebble, thought to myself 'I know just the person I should give this to', didn't give it to them, watched some gigs, watched some relationship sagas unfold in front of me, I went back onto medication, back into therapy, that didn't work out, my counsellor suggested I go salsa dancing so I sacked her and went mad, I smashed my acr up a little, I took some photos, one of which was in an exhibition recently, I hired a personal trainer but have found that I am still fat, I don't think my personal trainer understands me as a concept, I changed my diet about 86 times but have found that my skin still itches and my back still hurts, my best friend is going travelling for a couple of months next week, I am going to concentrate on my career - a bit like when your marriage ends, my career is as a professional loner. Not really, well slightly - my career is going to be me as a highly creative person who doesn't have to look after other people all the time, I am going to buy a guitar and write the next verse of my song, by 2025 I will have got to the middle 8. I have done several other things too but they aren't important.