Well something has happened to my stamina and motivation recently (i.e. I don't have any). Something has also happened to my desire not to be a drunken fool. On Saturday I lasted a whooping 2 hours at my childhood best friend's wedding before I had to be taken home in floods of tears after it all got a bit too much. Seeing as my CHBF hadn't seen me for 3 years, this probably wasn't the best reunion we could have had as now she must think that I am a manic-depressive alcoholic. Oh well, at least we still know each other as well as we used to. Anyway, after this fine performance you'd have thought I would want to do something positive for my future life but instead I have just dropped out of the HNC Photography course I started 2 weeks ago. Nice work. I have my reasons but they all basically can be summerised in the phrase, 'I just can't be arsed'. So now what do I do....?

I get a new cat, that's what! She's 18 months old, a tortoise shell like my last cat and is currently behind the sofa getting aquainted with our skirting board. I hope she comes out soon as I have only had her for about 2 hours and still can't really tell what she looks like - all I can see are two eyes twinkling out from the darkness.